Very small actions
I defend very small scale actions. They seem ineffectual against ecological and social degradation, and I agree with those who advocate change in our systems via eco-social policies. Those defending small scale actions and practising alternative lifestyles (e.g., zero-waste, extreme minimalism, self sufficiency, voluntary simplicity) are of course not opposed to change in systems. In the end of the day, this is exactly what they want. Defending small scale actions such as using soap bars is not the same as saying that you or I will "save the planet" via these kinds of actions.
To me it feels that the value of practising, e.g., zero-waste, is in intentionally and constantly developing and enacting a different mode of being in the world. This different mode of relating with the self, human and non-human others, and nature/cosmos, is what, I believe (together with good eco-social policies) will result in something more beautiful.
I've been practising more ecological living for more than 10 years now. I notice how living this way, with fewer possessions than is the norm in this society, not having a car, using natural materials, etc. changes how I relate with world. Simplicity and non-hierarchy are so central. I don't wear makeup. I wear the same things every day. I use cotton tote bags instead of bags that serve as a status or fashion item. All of this normalises simplicity and makes me simply human. I don't want to look like an academic (though I am in academia), or claim power over my students or anyone else by looking smart or well-dressed.
Products associated with a more sustainable lifestyle are more expensive than conventional alternatives. At times I want to write an entry with the prices of the products I consume usually. They also are expensive to me, but I exclude a large number of categories of products from my consumption altogether because I prefer to spend more in other domains (such as food and looking after my home).
This lifestyle is good for my wellbeing. I feel at peace. I don't want more in my life. There is no wish list.
Students and other fellow humans often ask me what they can do in their everyday life. I feel that saying "nothing, you can only vote better" if disempowering. I am very open about my own lifestyle and struggles. I disclose what I personally do, which I document in this autoethnography. Many of my students have very similar practices.
Living this way makes you reflect on so many things. On research, teaching, communication.