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 Shift

Being in the middle of a shift as it's happening is challenging. It comes with so many conflicting feelings and emotions. The feeling of liberation co-exists with fear of the unknown. Support from some fellow humans is co-present with oppression from others. Due to my manager's inappropriate attitude to, and interest in, my personal life, for the first time in my autoethnographic journey I began to think about sharing less. It feels uncomfortable as I've always tried to write in a way that is raw and authentic. 

As my research stay in Denmark is approaching, I've finally felt free, though the difficult situation at work is not resolved and my future is unclear. 

Before going to Denmark, I started to look for some sustainable businesses for my research and personal consumption.